Why I hate moving on

Because I’d delete everything that makes me remember him & even delete him as a FRIEND,


throw away things he gave me or keep it somewhere far,


then I’d deactivate my account so I don’t see news about him from his friends,

flirt with guys and look insanely hot as humanly possible,


then at night I’d cry in my room.. because I just wanted to show everyone that I’m okay even though I can’t still accept the truth that he left me, and that I’m still loving him so much. :( Fuck you, why can’t things be the same as it were before?